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Earthymamawitch [userpic]

still looking for dragons milk

January 5th, 2012 (02:01 pm)
cold

current mood: cold

i would really like it if anyone had any imps or decants of this, i have a full bottle on the way at some point but i have no idea when it will arrive. i can pay today and would like it shipped asap, im down to like one drop in my imp and am desperate. thanks!

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

Have you been naughty or nice this year???

December 19th, 2009 (02:08 pm)
naughty

current mood: naughty

http://fetlife.com/sit_on_santas_lap

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

Surveys please!!!

June 26th, 2009 (06:42 pm)
hot

current mood: hot

havent done any surveys in a long time, as life has just been too busy... and i dont have the time to go looking on OD/LJ etc  for the good ones. But I remember them as being a fun and great way to get to know someone better, and there's someone in my life that I'm in the process of doing that with. So... send me your surveys, ones from your diaries, or that you've found online... about anything and everything... and i will not only send them to my friend, but try to take some time to do them myself. maybe they'll even help me some in my journey of self discovery... i feel like ive lost pieces of me, in the course of the past couple of years, and I'm trying to find who i am again.

You can email them to me at earthymamawitch@hotmail.com

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

Camping suggestions???

June 18th, 2009 (08:30 am)
tired

current mood: tired

Camping suggestions? Thursday, June 18, 2009

Well we finally got it together yesterday, I looked around on craigslist and found us a car top carrier that will give us more room for gear. Problem solved. However it now seems we have another dilemma. 

 http://www.weather.com/weather/hourbyhour/graph/USPA0922?begHour=11&begDay=170&from=hrly_graph

Rain. All. Day. Friday. Plus there's a 60% chance of rain on Saturday. We have plans for fishing, hiking, swimming, possibly renting a paddle boat, none of which will work in the rain. We will have 6 very active kids rarin' to go, staying in the tent all day is NOT an option. Does anyone have ANY suggestions of things we could do to alleviate the kids' boredom while we wait out the rain??? Preferably free/cheap???

We'll be leaving soon, hopefully by 10 am, as soon as Mr. Lazybones (Jim) gets his butt out of bed. Scott & I have been up since friggin 5 am, the kids were too excited to let us sleep any later than that lol. They are already bouncing off the walls!!!

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

facebook/myspace

June 16th, 2009 (07:31 pm)
tired

current mood: tired

Anyone that's on either of these sites, feel free to add me!

FACEBOOK

MYSPACE

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

songs of the day, and request

June 4th, 2009 (08:30 am)
tired

current location: Scotts house
current mood: tired



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Two songs that are speaking to me in my current situation...
"Numb" by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be


"Black Rain" by Staind
Well, I know the words,
But I can't really speak them,
To you.
And I hide all the pain,
That I've gained with my wisdom,
From you.
And I'm eaten alive,
By what I hold inside.
All the things that I live with,
I can't easily hide.
And I'm left here with nothing,
Nothing to live for;
But you.
It's not easy to hide,
All this damage inside.
And I'll carry it with me,
Until I'm not alive.
When you look at my face,
Does it seem just as ugly,
To you?
And I can't seem to erase,
All the scars I have lived with,
From you.
I'm so sick of this place,
And this taste in my mouth.
Cause of you I can't figure,
What I'm all about.
And I'm left here with nothing,
Nothing to live for but you.
It's not easy to hide,
All this damage inside.
I'll carry it with me,
'til I'm not alive

The request is that Im looking for more music to listen to.... songs about abuse, control, relationships ending, empowerment, whatever. Favorite genres are rock, alternative, metal, goth, industrial. So if anyone has any playlists they want to share, or suggestions, please leave a note!!!!

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

FIRST TATTOO!!!

May 22nd, 2009 (12:18 pm)
bouncy

current mood: bouncy
current song: the sound of my two year old having a tantrum on the floor!

Well tomorrow is a HUGE day for me. I'm getting my tattoo cherry popped! I mean c'mon Ive had to date probably a total of 20 piercings (tho most of them are out/retired right now) so it's ABOUT TIME!!!

We went to a Beltaine ritual by the local druid grove a few weeks ago, and they happened to be doing a fundraiser and auctioned off a $60 gift certificate for a new tattoo parlor run by the proprieter of a local pagan shop. I got it for only a few bucks, using my bday money that i was saving for something special. I stopped in last weekend at the shop and talked to Kali, the artist, and we set it up for tomorrow at noon. I want a Celtic tree of life, the design she came up with for me is below:




its a pencil drawing, so black & white, but the actual tattoo will most likely be in color, with the branches/wood shaded brown and the leaves green. Im SO EXCITED!!!! I've been wanting to do this for YEARS!!!

This design was created by the lovely Kali of Bloodeagle Tattoos in Oakland... if you're in the area and interested in custom work please check her out!!! She also does ritual tattooing which I thought was really interesting.

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

YAY - a night out!!!

April 3rd, 2009 (05:06 pm)
excited

current mood: excited

I managed to get hold of some tickets to the Pittsburgh Symphony Orchestra for tonite... I recently joined the Pittsburgh Freecycle list, and someone was giving them away!!! HERE'S a link to the concert schedule for tonite. Anyway, I'm super excited, we so rarely get a real honest to goddess night out. So I'm off to get prettied up :-D YAY!!!

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

Ostara Celebration?

March 16th, 2009 (11:14 am)
creative

current mood: creative

Was just wanting to find out if anyone has any special Ostara rituals or activities that you do with your children... since it's coming up this weekend and I would really like to celebrate it with the kids. We always celebrate Beltaine and Yule with ours, and I would like to try and incorporate some more of the pagan holidays into their lives, and educate them in the process. So any suggestons anyone has, or ideas for reading material about it, would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks! :)

Earthymamawitch [userpic]

UGH

February 16th, 2009 (12:47 pm)
crappy

current mood: crappy

I  woke up with my period this morning, and am having just a horrible day so far. I had a 3 day migraine preceding it, which is usually a precursor for me, which really wore me out and made the weekend difficult. The cramps are really bad this month, and Im just so exhausted. Ive been dozing on the couch all day. My mood is totally in the toilet, even more than usual - I'm really down in the dumps, and everything the kids do is just annoying the fuck out of me, Its like l have no patience today. I also cant seem to get my temperature right, either Im freezing cold, or I wrap up in a blanket and end up sweating, the dampness from which makes me then colder when I take the blanket off. YUK.

I HATE this time of the month.

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